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breakaway
a short profile perhaps ?
a music player or hit counter ?
Thursday, November 26, 2009 // 3:44 PM


Don't be such a jealous kid passerby. hah!
a post before heading out to work, as usual.
i don't really have enough sleep again , -.- like zxzxzxzzz!
yesterday evening was out to dentist, OUCH ! pain, but i can't be bother at least i love my teeth more than past. i want my teeth to be pretty too. hees. i like it, :>
but its cost me , $450 ! yeah, freaking expensive . like duh , -.-
I'm so TIRED , cansxssssssss.
alright , will be back posting soon. off ! ciaos~~~~~


kinda bored to the max , don't feel like working today. think of money like my friend say! :>
come to think of it , its worth . :D
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label : whoot , can't wait to dye my hair again. HOT PINK , I'm coming.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 // 4:34 AM

Hello , bitchessss ! <: , I'm back to posting again.
yeah , somehow i leave my blog to dead again and again.
lazy what , so please readers of mine ask me to blog alright.
if not i just can't be bother about it , oh bet everyone is having SCHOOL-HOLIDAYS right now.
fucking retarded you ! stupid dumb-ass! insane fuck ! :D
hahas. a bit high right now, yeah below its my emotional post.
sad , un-happiness but right now I'm alright already. thanks mummy for cheering me up. :D
continue below v.v v.v
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4 : 55 Am , just done with some update on my blog . what update ? change >> photo ! :D :D :D :D NOW A BIT MESS IN MY BLOG , want TAG ME OR SEE MORE INFORMATION PLEASE SCROLL DOWN ALRIGHT? :D

Recently had been working working working still working. earn money what , then i can go shopping ! wheets. scream ~ tired+lazy+sleepy.

Worked @ airport , nothing much. Worked @ Boay Quay , quite enjoy! :D
end-ed-up nothing much too. just that Boay Quay customer are freaking ass funny. like so dumb cans. waiting 3am to end work and get paid ! haha .



Met-up with my baby Jo.ey recently . haha, :D had fun and enjoyed with her every moment.
:D , and working with her was not bored at all without her working with me i think I'll be in dead meat la .
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Emo-ness me ,Even customer say i Emo . =.=
stop Emo-ness me can or not , goh !
i want to do so many thing can ,

  1. I want go SHOPPING , SHOP SHOP.
  2. I want to SING K .
  3. I want to WATCH MOVIE
  4. I want a NEWLY HAND PHONE.
  5. I want EVERYTHING THAT I NEED.


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end my post with picture's again , haha . i recent keep take a lot of picture.
i love cam-whoring a lot that i can't stop taking. you know or not !?!?!

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; BAD ROMANCE. (L)

Friday, November 20, 2009 // 5:17 AM

i feel very un-happy too,i can't sleep everyday when reaching to the midst of night. this is really something wrong about it. out of sudden i feel my heart sank so deeply deep , out of sudden i feel my heart aches and out of sudden i feel my heart hurt. yes , you say I'm emo. yes I admit , I'm always emo at all the time, can any kind soul tell me how to solve this problem of mine. hanging with me like this fucking 1 year 6 months. oh , i know this is ridiculous ,so! seriously seriously , i really don't know what its happening to me too? i felt so heart pain. aww !
everyday life still move on , everyday smile happily. maybe this is a fake me, i don't know.
happy also one day, sad also one day. so might as well stay happy everyday but i can't , i hope i can but i just can't ? sometimes when I'm going out i even think that , i bringing out a faking smile out. when I'm un-happy who will be there for me ? you ,him , friends or who ever? nobody know ya. i don't voice out or neither do i say out. pretending that I'm always happy and alright. who know I'm fucking stress , who know that I'm trying very hard ,who really know that I'm happy , who know that I'm sad and who know that i feel un-happy. who know , huh huh?
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  1. Fuck this fucking shit.
  2. Ouch , my heart really feel that pain, so much that i can't breath
  3. Or is it i think too much. =/
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Nothing left for me to say
There's no more wicked games to play
It's time for me to walk away
I am allright
I feel like I'm on a high
A new beginning that is my life
I'm turning to the rythm of the night
I am allright
The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around
I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side
So no there is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
There is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
Don't care what other people say
I know you fool around all day
Now it doesn't hurt me anyway
I am allright
And when the day turns into night
I'm in a club forgetting you and I
And when I'm think of how you treated me
You proved me right
The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around.
I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side
So no there is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
There is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
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currently fall in love with this song call YOU & I , a great song . :D

Wednesday, November 18, 2009 // 5:37 AM

ZIRCA , was a crap . seriously ! fuck the world.

alright cabbed down to Clarke Quey , met my dearest JO.EY over there.
walked to club outside, saw many familiar faces. after like so many donkey years . yeah , but was kindly no mood at all , franking speaking I'm super disappointed about yesterday club. definitely a craps. dumb stupid ass. JO.EY & me , was at club outside standing and seating for 2-3 hours? like a stupid waiting for nothing. guest list, run out ? like this is fuck shit. i fucking dislike it.
hey you know what i want to dance so badly , everything was a spoil.

^^ , continue. aftermath JO.EY and me cabbed over to Boat Quay to find Cyndi & Xin Lin.
sang JO.EY a Happy Birthday Song , Belated one. & brought her a cake and one heart shape jelly.
JO.EY , so sweet of me right ? hees!
hope you are happy , :D
though can ton till morning but JO.EY was in a rush to go home.
so we both , cabbed back homed.
one night , it cost me a bomb. my pocket hole ,was dame blackly!
$70 FLY like nobody business again , -.- fuck fuck fuck . alright.
NONSENSE!

oh and you can see that , i had dyed my hair again . to more blacker and do some golden highlight, thou it not obvious enough but I'll dye next month to get it more obvious. sad-ed!


i kindly don't like bomb-ster, you know why? cause I'm freaking fucking frigging, dulan now.
hey , don't come and act one big boss end-ed up like one craps. please kindly know where my limit are , alright ? not happy what i type over here than fuck off ~ you spoil my mood, yes i don't trust you so ? you think what can i trust you now ? when you told me , you are getting (*******) from me , end-ed up with $20 and you go for it. hahaHAs , this is such a joke to me.
don't act one big on the phone or text , in real life you act like a hum ji kao! shit you laaa.
both of you alright ! not naming name out here , cause i don't want quarrel with you guys anymore. tired ! if one find troubles come only. I'm sick of it. seriously. i really never see before such a great liar. what a good actor ! so now i need to clap hand for you or treat you a big feast ? haha , another was , SOMEONE is a DOG sia. he asked you to turn right , you dare not to turn left. he asked you to turn left you dare not to turn right ?!?!?! COME ON , AREN'T YOU ACT LIKE DOGGIES ,? WOOFF WOOFFF,NON-STOP? HAHA , NOW YOU ARE THINKING THAT I'M MADLY ANGRY BUT LET ME TELL YOU I'M LAUGH-ING NON-STOP OF YOUR ACTION. DUMB FUCK!

should stop elaborate more and more nonsensical stuffs ; should stop right now.

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Currently ; in angry mood but trying to cool myself down. Currently ; I'm watching S.H.E videos, they are so so cute cans. heeshees , haha.

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so many of my friends are having prom night ! I get so happy for them cause , I did not when my last year prom night , know why? cause i having probation and that time i just broke-up with my ex-boyfriend. what a sad case. I missed once in a life time prom night , I want go prom night !! D;

so sad, so sad so sad . laughs , now I'm in 4 moods / happy /sad / angry / no mood!

So wish all my friends having prom night , have fun throughout the whole night , k! :D

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5 : 30 Am now , is like what the hell is this ? seriously , not enough sleep . i need to go Far east later on , you think will I'll be able to go . hope so!!!

Morning my dear , reader! :D

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how i wish time could rewind to Secondary 1, :D

yeah wanna to tell you guys something, some memories of me & him i really can't think of it no matter how hard i tried to think back, its like i can't remember some of it already. is this a good or bad thing to me ? i don't know , but i wish its a good thing for me.

label : you know i (m***) you so so so (m**h).


Monday, November 16, 2009 // 5:02 AM

why not let picture speak ? :D
lazy to type more, yeah!
this whole dame week , i'm super freaking tired !
oh man , I'm super spechhless.
later on , clubbing time !
see you guys there , ZIRCA.
i repeat once more , [Ex-Mos] @ Zirca!
16th Novemember , after OLevel. come on let's get high , everyone of you!
ticket selling at $24.
time : 8:30PM - 4:ooAM.
Interested , get ticket from me then. tag me >>>! :D

; without you.

oh yeah , not forgetting to wish Selina Happy Birthday ! :D

although its over already . 31st October, but still must wish her a belated one.

love her to core,<333.

-- its time for me to turn in soon, good morning xDD ! 5 :00AM , arghs ? this is fuck shits , not enough sleep again. how to spell hell ? laughs , -.-

i don't feel happy at all , why? D; , must be thinking of you or what? seriously , i don't like this!


Saturday, November 14, 2009 // 1:26 AM

whoot's , i have been leaving my blog to dead somehow.
sorry , this whole bloody week will be a busy week for me, so I'll be late for update.
have no choice reader, but i promise when i have time i sure blog !!!
lazy to blog also, just elaborate what had happened this 3 day's .. just litter ones.
work as usual , boring ley. boring boring boring .. worked for Wednesday & Thursday, grrs. and you know what i had spend my money on today ALL, fuck to the core ! shits.
left : 0$ , laughs out louds , luckily i did save some money on my PO SB card !
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met JO.EY dearest , finally ! i misses her like fuck . X= heees!
16th is coming my dearest ,wheet's . we go chiong chiong liao !
will have surprise for you on that day ! don't wanna tell you what the surprise ,
if i had told you , its not call surprise liao horhorhor! xD , lovedieyou.
JO.EY , really dame fake man.
TL was fun , TL was fun , fun to the maxium. alright. ! :D:D
[ inside secret of JO.EY & Me. ]
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was out with mum today , brought many things. top , shorts , eyelasher , etc etc .
watched movie too , 2010 . yawn , a boring show to me but some of the parts really great and emotional.
walked and shopped around , ate our dinner in some shop & i do not know what the shop name call , did not notice anyway. ZZZ
and you know what, some how of moodless after that . what the hell ! shall not mention. lazy to elaborate more , elaborate in another post. tsk , shall end here. will blog more tomorrow or what?
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worked tomorrow again, bored! money is needed , so bo bian have to work.
going to dye my hair on Monday , can't wait can't wait. waste money again, -.-
sian is the only word , i can say now.
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end my post with picture below , ;>
loves, reader of mine but not nasty reader of mine.

; you don't know how much i misses you and think of you ! just i don't say. nobody know that! yes , its been 1 year 6 months , without you. wow , i did not know without you time passes like nobody's business.

yet I'm still changing for the better or towards the worst , i don't know. when time passes , I'll feel that what i really totally change about.

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will i be able to get my Beauty Therapy , certificate ? will i pass , still its a '?' . and i hope I'll pass , so that i can get a diploma certificate to work ! HOPE!

might be taking my English 'N' & 'O' level and 3rd language ' Korean ' next year around March or earlier? oh and not forgetting my Chinese 'O' level , did not take Chinese 'N' level cause I had passes my Chinese , so what is the need for retaking my Chinese 'N' level . am i right !

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wow, my first post with so many wordy wordys ! haha. should stop here , byeeeeeeeees! ;>


Wednesday, November 11, 2009 // 2:12 AM

DAME HAPPY ! <; , my PROBATION have finally end-ed!
no more PROBATION , friends ! can call me out anytime , whoot's !
scream scream scream ~~~~~
i can ton ,club, oversea. so dame happy mansxsx.
bye probation , you sucker ! waste my time only.
happy to the max , later on work again. meeting JO.EY later on , after meeting her off to work.
also like finally , super extremely long never see my dearest already. whoot's.

--more update , when i'm back from work. buh-bye! :D


Tuesday, November 10, 2009 // 5:50 AM

S.H.E @ Causeway Point. on the 7th / November /2009. 2pm ! :D
Ukimono , Say Sayorana To Your Fats. LOL?! and their lastest book !

after my last reporting on that day , via cabbed home with mum at around 12plus in the afternoon. ate lunch and got prepared and via cabbed to causeway point to see S.H.E , and the queue its like dame fucking fucking long . hell man ! I'm super lazy to queue, i wanted to cut queue but i don't dare lah , so many human are queue-ing up like nobody problem. the queue was seriously dame long from taxi stand to mrt . what fuck , & so sad to say that i did not get S.H.E signature . sad-ed once again. oh my god , i saw SELINA . alright , she dame pretty . i swear i swear !

I'm S.H.E loyal fans , from primary 4 or 5 , i started to like them already. love S.H.E for around 6-7 years ? should i go and join their fan club , seem i like them so much ? haha.




this is what i taken on that day, look at the first picture . sign half way , SELINA say she was tired already and she lye on the table for just a few seconds & she seat-up continue to sign . so hard work man, SELINA JIA YOU . :D did not manage to take a picture of Ella but still can see from the last picture ,from far its Ella. & lastly Hebe picture, look a bit blur man. -.-

- took from Cassandra blog's , she was at there too. :D , she told me to grab hers. thanks a lot, loves- <:

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after all , mummy & i when to food court to get some drink & rest for a while.
chit-chatting for quite some times too. not long we leave the food court , walked and shopped around causeway point , nothing much. brought, 2 booster and 2 pillow.
Mummy & Me , :D

I wanna to see S.H.E concert man , their 3rd world round concert. must be super rocks ! :D
alright , blog at this timing is really something wrong . what the time now ? 5;40AM, morning.
fuck a long post again. i need to sleep , my pretty eyes is closing real soon . my comfortable bed, is calling me to sleep. with much loves , guys :D

[ you'll never know , how much i loved you] 爱不爱我你都懒得回答.
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currently fall in love with this song call 月光手札 by S.H.E . whoots , thumb-up.
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3 year old mindset , cannot be blame. hope that one day you'll grow-up.
although , i don't really hate "H" now but don't force me to like "H" or be friends with "H",
i don't think we can be best friends or normal friends even stranger you also don't have the rights alright.
I'll see a prefect match , show, everything. you'll lost that particular person someday, particular person will leave you .