Sunday, September 27, 2009 // 6:09 PM
[Far Away],






Bored Die Me ~
I'm very very boring right now, sighs ~
does quarrel really solve everything, ?
Sunday outing was cancel , cause something had happened.
i can't watch my 4 BIA. but never mind i know I'll get the chance to watch.
i want go out, but first i need to save money and go out.
so that i can buy whatever i want to buys.
its totally wrong to let a guy shouted at me like what the fuck?
its making me very pissed!
don't feel like saying anymore , i SERIOUSLY have no mood at all.
DAME IT ! D: .
--
& audition also can't play at all.
TSK TSK ~ what is this man ?
Suck To The Max & Fuck To The Core. X:
--
life are up and down, don't get upset. move on , and cheer-up . :D
sighs ~
Saturday, September 26, 2009 // 12:36 AM
[I given you so much, I takin back my love.]


my love my love my love ~
was out with Esta and Louis + his two unknown friends.
catch-up a movie call 'Accident' , this show not bad eh! :D
oh gosh, Gu Tian Le , he is so handsome can , haha (:
WANTED to watch , 4Bia 2 man. D: , aw but never mind will catch this movie on Sunday probably.
I'm so desperate for ghost movie now, am i crazy ? LOL.
its been so long, i last eaten PEPPER LUNCH~
eaten yesterday dinner was PEPPER LUNCH, quite nice too.
saw Joying yesterday, was happy talking like no tomorrow and and Jia Wei saw me too.
LOL. yesterday , quite a loads of people saw me at AMK. stalker sia ! no la , joking.
Esta , see you soon again . :D enjoyed!
after all , homed sweet homed.

-
[ Esta & Me , ❤ ]



Esta say i looked like Barbie doll , hahahah (:
-
-
Sorry about yesterday, no mood to blog cause again emotional.
why I'm so emotional? why? why? why?
I'm those kind who get emotional easily . well i need to control my feeling sometimes.
though its hard. OK, lets not elaborate more . later spoilt my own mood again. =.=
-
& one happy news for everyone, but i think no one would care or even bother,
but to share , Im going to be a free lady soon, I'm so happy , whahaah , laughs laughs laughs.
MY PROBATION LEFT WITH ONLY,
1 MONTHS
15 DAYS. [ WOOTE WOOTE ] , haha .
going crazy over that. after Im free , i can ton , club , chalet , everything everything . late night again, night lifer again. woototttts . don't know how to describe my feeling right now.
happy its the only words , :D
but not always , I'll be staying at home too. :D
-
glad that you know, what kind of person she/he is .
should i share a nice song to you guys?
Takin back my love ~ by :Enrique Iglesias feat. Ciara.
currently song ! ^^. [
❤]
-
GOODBYE, off to AUDITION and repeating watch BOY OVER FLOWER the 3rd time.
yea, I'm super crazy over this right now. hees , :D
Friday, September 25, 2009 // 2:25 AM
no fucking mood to blog, D:
not angry , not sad but but speechless at this time.
now i finally understand what is promise mend to be broken.
sometime , i just feel that life are such a joke to me or maybe such a crap la seriously.
like why I'm so unlucky?
what did i done wrong? can i know what i had done? fuck this very much .
i just want to lead a normal life , do what i like . this is so simple .
what everyone do , god are looking. you can deny on everything but not to god.
understand ! i hate this feeling right now, out of sudden my mood when deeply down.
_'_ this . hope
tomorrow would be better, so see how it goes?
fuck, i seriously don't like it.
--
bye off to sleep right
nao. one sentence , "
Really Sucks Big Time ".
blog when I have the mood to blog.
Thursday, September 24, 2009 // 2:44 PM
[what chu say?, can you repeat?]




hi peeps , I'm back to blog again. hahah , :D cause nothing better to do still , has i promise reader
if i have some FREE times sure blog right? haha (; . OK, finally my beauty course end-ed yesterday , last day.
HOLIDAY already , hahah . I'm so free right nao. no no , still need to go back school to practice some time . as teacher say " Practices Make Prefect" , laughs teacher you know la . I'm Dame Fucking Lazy , X: . but but , I'll go back .
after school , ann husband drove me back homed. reached home was like dame dame super dame boring , so when out . out with Rainie & Star. :D
shopped around kovan, and buss-ed back homed ! reach home at around 9:45pm.
took bus , not cab. save money better. $.$




[Jia Wei & Me, :D:D]
we promise , we will meet each other 1 week 1 times , laughs ~
Best
Friends, :D
--
I'm going out now, but first i need to prepare and out i go.
if not I'll be a late queen for sure .
out to shop and movie , :D
update when I'm back again.
out with Star and Louis + His two unknown friends , LOL.
2 : 43 pm : only? laughs k ! still early.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 // 3:25 AM
[SS501-because i'm stupid]





Today was the main thing, Mummy & I when K-Box after doing my Ic.
Sing , Sang & Sung . @ Hougang K-Box.
walk-ed to Hougang Mall, shopped shopped. get things done and cab-ed back homed with Mummy. CAB CAB CAB CAB , $ flys. spend a load recently , quite broke now. freaks !

-
-




21st/September/2009:
met-up with Eric & Shirly firstly, slacked a while . slacked around north area
after not long, cab-ed down to Serangoon ave 4 to pick-up my 12 year friend TAN JIA WEI.
haha, mrt-ed to Bugis , shopped around and i got one over size tee shirt , haha . nice nice , :D
its cost me $9 bucks only? cause Jia Wei , inside secrets ah. laughs, you know i know.
a while we walked till City Hall, Suntec like nothing to do. waste time, and bus-ed back to Serangoon, had Prata and its was delicious la. yummy yum. haha .
12.30am , we separated . he walked back home & me bus-ed back homed
enjoyed and had fun,❤
waiting , my 12 years friend to send me our 40+ spam photo. a loads ah? truck loads , seriously.
:D
OK, gonna go off soon. Beauty Therapy later on, not enough sleep will be killing me off.
(GOOD-BYE,{:)
-
3:24Am now, not long i just played AUDITION. :D:D hahas.
Monday, September 21, 2009 // 12:22 AM
[ swear to me your love is always true . :D]

recently had being staying at homed , to save up some money. though i want to do some shopping so badly. sighs ~ i want shopping , i want go out. stayed at home are super bored to hell mans . can't stand it . anyway sleeping is the best for all, when staying at home. haha (:

only a short post again, because there is noting better for me to do.
soon will of to AUDITION. haha (:
no no , i mean now. hees.
--but its time to face the true now. you are beautiful.
SORRY SORRY! :D
Friday, September 18, 2009 // 7:02 PM
[Crying For ? For Nothing.]


Baby I Love you, I'm waiting for you,-
❤: boring ; boring ; boring.
i want money i want money , any fast cash can be earn? but not dirty please.
any model to intro too ? $.$.
stressed , stressed ! D: run out of cash again, like fuck sia. LMAOS.
i need money for beauty therapy , i need money for make-up , i need money to shop.
i need money to buy what i want. i need money for every thing.
till the last i need money to SHOP. laughs ~ seriously no money can be a killer. what the fuck.
so , can you all see i need money so much. D: ahh , headache man ~ can faint . without money, life can be very sucky. fucking agree la. see now , i only need money not other thing first.
no money no talk , D: . can you all see this world is very realist ?
now , I MONEY FACE la. hahah :D
i super understand , how money is so importance.
no money cannot do anything we likes to do. hais, so can you all see i need cash/money so badly.
Intro me model that can be earn or fast cash to be earn tag me, if have. thanks , but not dirty please. like disgusting. D:


^^ airport pictures again. ahaha xD.
and i want to watch movie too , so many movies to watch... zzz ..
1st : The Ugly Truth
2ND : Phobia 2
3rd : Blood Ties
4Th : White Out
5Th: Cloudy With A Chance Of Meat Ball [3D]
5 show to watch , like which one should i watch first? but mostly i wanted to watch is
Blood Ties and Phobia 2 , scarily movie , ghost movie. wahaha (: I'm nuts man. =.=
whatever , anyone of you willing to watch with me contact me then ? :D haha .




actually , black effect of photo also nice mans . :D
I ❤ the first one and the last one of Jia Wei & Me.
Twist Twist ~ heehees , haha .
last night , did not blog cause i when to bed early . dame it , dame tiring last night. sleepy man.
--
bored to death , wanna go out but bo $.$ . sick la , why this world need money want.
OK la , don't say about $.$ , making me going mad .. don't want to elaborate more making me pissed later.
--
OK , Ciaos! dinner time soon. yummy yummy ! :D
[when I have free time , I'll definitely update my blog and keep on posting. :D]
Thursday, September 17, 2009 // 2:47 AM
[ ; Lollipop,Lollipop]




Jia Wei & Me @ Airport Pictures. sorry not all are out yet . too much to upload. laughs~
whatever, just a short post again. don't want to see my blog look so dead.
--
I really not in the good mood , just that i did not shown out my un-happiness. hide/kept it in my heart. actually, I'm very sad. I can cry , i can cry but this tears are worthless. not because of anyone , its my own personal stuffs. but never mind, i hope this time round its a imagination.
you all can only see happy at the outside but not the inside. who know I'm dame freaking sad in the inside of my heart. who know? i bet only me know and god knows. my heart still feel the hurts the pain though i let it go , like so long ago. so how could i still feel this hurts and pain around me, maybe this hurt and pain really dame deep. therefore , what should i do?
I'm Stubborn , I admit . very Stubborn .
- sleeping time, got to go. a quick bath and have a good rest. not to think much.
bye, the rest would be post up soon. i promise , :D
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 // 4:49 AM
~那不是爱情~




Recently was out to many places. especially was Air Port . It was dame dame fxcking fun. Although my Wallet , Ic , Bus Card , Money . & PO SB card LOST . not regretting going to Air Port. but quite spoilt mood. what to do? what lost its lost, it can't be found back anyway. will be doing new Ic & everything soon, 3 days later. one word " SUCKS". i had make a police report, aw sad-ed. never get a smoothly sleep after that. worry make me so sick. in two days , i just slept only 5 hours. this feeling its like bringing me to hell. =.=

Jia Wei and Me , 11 years of friendship. [ don't make a mistake we are not couples but we are very close friends. right or not , Tan Jia Wei. ] haha , :D. ❤ waiting you to send me air port photo then i upload la , you this lazy pig. PIG, ha ha :D. OK, will be continue on the next post.
-- as you can see , i have do some update on my blog and changed some recent photo. (: , if not it would be kinda boring mans. hees , xD.
-oh currently in love with this song call 不痛by张韶涵, extremely nice. [:[:
goodbyes❤.
Sunday, September 27, 2009 // 6:09 PM
[Far Away],






Bored Die Me ~
I'm very very boring right now, sighs ~
does quarrel really solve everything, ?
Sunday outing was cancel , cause something had happened.
i can't watch my 4 BIA. but never mind i know I'll get the chance to watch.
i want go out, but first i need to save money and go out.
so that i can buy whatever i want to buys.
its totally wrong to let a guy shouted at me like what the fuck?
its making me very pissed!
don't feel like saying anymore , i SERIOUSLY have no mood at all.
DAME IT ! D: .
--
& audition also can't play at all.
TSK TSK ~ what is this man ?
Suck To The Max & Fuck To The Core. X:
--
life are up and down, don't get upset. move on , and cheer-up . :D
sighs ~
Saturday, September 26, 2009 // 12:36 AM
[I given you so much, I takin back my love.]


my love my love my love ~
was out with Esta and Louis + his two unknown friends.
catch-up a movie call 'Accident' , this show not bad eh! :D
oh gosh, Gu Tian Le , he is so handsome can , haha (:
WANTED to watch , 4Bia 2 man. D: , aw but never mind will catch this movie on Sunday probably.
I'm so desperate for ghost movie now, am i crazy ? LOL.
its been so long, i last eaten PEPPER LUNCH~
eaten yesterday dinner was PEPPER LUNCH, quite nice too.
saw Joying yesterday, was happy talking like no tomorrow and and Jia Wei saw me too.
LOL. yesterday , quite a loads of people saw me at AMK. stalker sia ! no la , joking.
Esta , see you soon again . :D enjoyed!
after all , homed sweet homed.

-
[ Esta & Me , ❤ ]



Esta say i looked like Barbie doll , hahahah (:
-
-
Sorry about yesterday, no mood to blog cause again emotional.
why I'm so emotional? why? why? why?
I'm those kind who get emotional easily . well i need to control my feeling sometimes.
though its hard. OK, lets not elaborate more . later spoilt my own mood again. =.=
-
& one happy news for everyone, but i think no one would care or even bother,
but to share , Im going to be a free lady soon, I'm so happy , whahaah , laughs laughs laughs.
MY PROBATION LEFT WITH ONLY,
1 MONTHS
15 DAYS. [ WOOTE WOOTE ] , haha .
going crazy over that. after Im free , i can ton , club , chalet , everything everything . late night again, night lifer again. woototttts . don't know how to describe my feeling right now.
happy its the only words , :D
but not always , I'll be staying at home too. :D
-
glad that you know, what kind of person she/he is .
should i share a nice song to you guys?
Takin back my love ~ by :Enrique Iglesias feat. Ciara.
currently song ! ^^. [
❤]
-
GOODBYE, off to AUDITION and repeating watch BOY OVER FLOWER the 3rd time.
yea, I'm super crazy over this right now. hees , :D
Friday, September 25, 2009 // 2:25 AM
no fucking mood to blog, D:
not angry , not sad but but speechless at this time.
now i finally understand what is promise mend to be broken.
sometime , i just feel that life are such a joke to me or maybe such a crap la seriously.
like why I'm so unlucky?
what did i done wrong? can i know what i had done? fuck this very much .
i just want to lead a normal life , do what i like . this is so simple .
what everyone do , god are looking. you can deny on everything but not to god.
understand ! i hate this feeling right now, out of sudden my mood when deeply down.
_'_ this . hope
tomorrow would be better, so see how it goes?
fuck, i seriously don't like it.
--
bye off to sleep right
nao. one sentence , "
Really Sucks Big Time ".
blog when I have the mood to blog.
Thursday, September 24, 2009 // 2:44 PM
[what chu say?, can you repeat?]




hi peeps , I'm back to blog again. hahah , :D cause nothing better to do still , has i promise reader
if i have some FREE times sure blog right? haha (; . OK, finally my beauty course end-ed yesterday , last day.
HOLIDAY already , hahah . I'm so free right nao. no no , still need to go back school to practice some time . as teacher say " Practices Make Prefect" , laughs teacher you know la . I'm Dame Fucking Lazy , X: . but but , I'll go back .
after school , ann husband drove me back homed. reached home was like dame dame super dame boring , so when out . out with Rainie & Star. :D
shopped around kovan, and buss-ed back homed ! reach home at around 9:45pm.
took bus , not cab. save money better. $.$




[Jia Wei & Me, :D:D]
we promise , we will meet each other 1 week 1 times , laughs ~
Best
Friends, :D
--
I'm going out now, but first i need to prepare and out i go.
if not I'll be a late queen for sure .
out to shop and movie , :D
update when I'm back again.
out with Star and Louis + His two unknown friends , LOL.
2 : 43 pm : only? laughs k ! still early.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 // 3:25 AM
[SS501-because i'm stupid]





Today was the main thing, Mummy & I when K-Box after doing my Ic.
Sing , Sang & Sung . @ Hougang K-Box.
walk-ed to Hougang Mall, shopped shopped. get things done and cab-ed back homed with Mummy. CAB CAB CAB CAB , $ flys. spend a load recently , quite broke now. freaks !

-
-




21st/September/2009:
met-up with Eric & Shirly firstly, slacked a while . slacked around north area
after not long, cab-ed down to Serangoon ave 4 to pick-up my 12 year friend TAN JIA WEI.
haha, mrt-ed to Bugis , shopped around and i got one over size tee shirt , haha . nice nice , :D
its cost me $9 bucks only? cause Jia Wei , inside secrets ah. laughs, you know i know.
a while we walked till City Hall, Suntec like nothing to do. waste time, and bus-ed back to Serangoon, had Prata and its was delicious la. yummy yum. haha .
12.30am , we separated . he walked back home & me bus-ed back homed
enjoyed and had fun,❤
waiting , my 12 years friend to send me our 40+ spam photo. a loads ah? truck loads , seriously.
:D
OK, gonna go off soon. Beauty Therapy later on, not enough sleep will be killing me off.
(GOOD-BYE,{:)
-
3:24Am now, not long i just played AUDITION. :D:D hahas.
Monday, September 21, 2009 // 12:22 AM
[ swear to me your love is always true . :D]

recently had being staying at homed , to save up some money. though i want to do some shopping so badly. sighs ~ i want shopping , i want go out. stayed at home are super bored to hell mans . can't stand it . anyway sleeping is the best for all, when staying at home. haha (:

only a short post again, because there is noting better for me to do.
soon will of to AUDITION. haha (:
no no , i mean now. hees.
--but its time to face the true now. you are beautiful.
SORRY SORRY! :D
Friday, September 18, 2009 // 7:02 PM
[Crying For ? For Nothing.]


Baby I Love you, I'm waiting for you,-
❤: boring ; boring ; boring.
i want money i want money , any fast cash can be earn? but not dirty please.
any model to intro too ? $.$.
stressed , stressed ! D: run out of cash again, like fuck sia. LMAOS.
i need money for beauty therapy , i need money for make-up , i need money to shop.
i need money to buy what i want. i need money for every thing.
till the last i need money to SHOP. laughs ~ seriously no money can be a killer. what the fuck.
so , can you all see i need money so much. D: ahh , headache man ~ can faint . without money, life can be very sucky. fucking agree la. see now , i only need money not other thing first.
no money no talk , D: . can you all see this world is very realist ?
now , I MONEY FACE la. hahah :D
i super understand , how money is so importance.
no money cannot do anything we likes to do. hais, so can you all see i need cash/money so badly.
Intro me model that can be earn or fast cash to be earn tag me, if have. thanks , but not dirty please. like disgusting. D:


^^ airport pictures again. ahaha xD.
and i want to watch movie too , so many movies to watch... zzz ..
1st : The Ugly Truth
2ND : Phobia 2
3rd : Blood Ties
4Th : White Out
5Th: Cloudy With A Chance Of Meat Ball [3D]
5 show to watch , like which one should i watch first? but mostly i wanted to watch is
Blood Ties and Phobia 2 , scarily movie , ghost movie. wahaha (: I'm nuts man. =.=
whatever , anyone of you willing to watch with me contact me then ? :D haha .




actually , black effect of photo also nice mans . :D
I ❤ the first one and the last one of Jia Wei & Me.
Twist Twist ~ heehees , haha .
last night , did not blog cause i when to bed early . dame it , dame tiring last night. sleepy man.
--
bored to death , wanna go out but bo $.$ . sick la , why this world need money want.
OK la , don't say about $.$ , making me going mad .. don't want to elaborate more making me pissed later.
--
OK , Ciaos! dinner time soon. yummy yummy ! :D
[when I have free time , I'll definitely update my blog and keep on posting. :D]
Thursday, September 17, 2009 // 2:47 AM
[ ; Lollipop,Lollipop]




Jia Wei & Me @ Airport Pictures. sorry not all are out yet . too much to upload. laughs~
whatever, just a short post again. don't want to see my blog look so dead.
--
I really not in the good mood , just that i did not shown out my un-happiness. hide/kept it in my heart. actually, I'm very sad. I can cry , i can cry but this tears are worthless. not because of anyone , its my own personal stuffs. but never mind, i hope this time round its a imagination.
you all can only see happy at the outside but not the inside. who know I'm dame freaking sad in the inside of my heart. who know? i bet only me know and god knows. my heart still feel the hurts the pain though i let it go , like so long ago. so how could i still feel this hurts and pain around me, maybe this hurt and pain really dame deep. therefore , what should i do?
I'm Stubborn , I admit . very Stubborn .
- sleeping time, got to go. a quick bath and have a good rest. not to think much.
bye, the rest would be post up soon. i promise , :D
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 // 4:49 AM
~那不是爱情~




Recently was out to many places. especially was Air Port . It was dame dame fxcking fun. Although my Wallet , Ic , Bus Card , Money . & PO SB card LOST . not regretting going to Air Port. but quite spoilt mood. what to do? what lost its lost, it can't be found back anyway. will be doing new Ic & everything soon, 3 days later. one word " SUCKS". i had make a police report, aw sad-ed. never get a smoothly sleep after that. worry make me so sick. in two days , i just slept only 5 hours. this feeling its like bringing me to hell. =.=

Jia Wei and Me , 11 years of friendship. [ don't make a mistake we are not couples but we are very close friends. right or not , Tan Jia Wei. ] haha , :D. ❤ waiting you to send me air port photo then i upload la , you this lazy pig. PIG, ha ha :D. OK, will be continue on the next post.
-- as you can see , i have do some update on my blog and changed some recent photo. (: , if not it would be kinda boring mans. hees , xD.
-oh currently in love with this song call 不痛by张韶涵, extremely nice. [:[:
goodbyes❤.