Friday, November 20, 2009 // 5:17 AM
i feel very un-happy too,i can't sleep everyday when reaching to the midst of night. this is really something wrong about it. out of sudden i feel my heart sank so deeply deep , out of sudden i feel my heart aches and out of sudden i feel my heart hurt. yes , you say I'm emo. yes I admit , I'm always emo at all the time, can any kind soul tell me how to solve this problem of mine. hanging with me like this fucking 1 year 6 months. oh , i know this is ridiculous ,so! seriously seriously , i really don't know what its happening to me too? i felt so heart pain. aww !
everyday life still move on , everyday smile happily. maybe this is a fake me, i don't know.
happy also one day, sad also one day. so might as well stay happy everyday but i can't , i hope i can but i just can't ? sometimes when I'm going out i even think that , i bringing out a faking smile out. when I'm un-happy who will be there for me ? you ,him , friends or who ever? nobody know ya. i don't voice out or neither do i say out. pretending that I'm always happy and alright. who know I'm fucking stress , who know that I'm trying very hard ,who really know that I'm happy , who know that I'm sad and who know that i feel un-happy. who know , huh huh?
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- Fuck this fucking shit.
- Ouch , my heart really feel that pain, so much that i can't breath
- Or is it i think too much. =/
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Nothing left for me to say
There's no more wicked games to play
It's time for me to walk away
I am allright
I feel like I'm on a high
A new beginning that is my life
I'm turning to the rythm of the night
I am allright
The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around
I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side
So no there is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
There is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
Don't care what other people say
I know you fool around all day
Now it doesn't hurt me anyway
I am allright
And when the day turns into night
I'm in a club forgetting you and I
And when I'm think of how you treated me
You proved me right
The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around.
I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side
So no there is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
There is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
There's no more wicked games to play
It's time for me to walk away
I am allright
I feel like I'm on a high
A new beginning that is my life
I'm turning to the rythm of the night
I am allright
The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around
I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side
So no there is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
There is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
Don't care what other people say
I know you fool around all day
Now it doesn't hurt me anyway
I am allright
And when the day turns into night
I'm in a club forgetting you and I
And when I'm think of how you treated me
You proved me right
The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around.
I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side
So no there is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
There is no longer you and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I - you and I
You and I
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currently fall in love with this song call YOU & I , a great song . :D
